miss him

I thought I will make the ending of my novel. But... I don't know why, since this afternoon... I am missing him much. Even I read his text, email and see his pictures, I still miss him.

What should I do? I have to remove my feeling to him.. HAVE TO.. before I can hurt more and more..... You read my email, so I thought you understood what I told u.... and gave your respon.
Or should I told you in CLEAR sentence that I am falling in love with you?
But hows about HAVE TO forget him????
Oh.. it makes me exhausted feeling.... forget him... tell him.... forget him.... tell him.... and so on...